Hi, I'm Meghan Renna, and I am 17 years old, The Energetically Sensitive Child Workshop changed my life and it was such a blessing to experience. Before I went to the workshop I had many issues, starting with my childhood. I remember being interfered with a lot by negative energies, and this put me in fear. I had many nightmares and was haunted by many bad energies. I saw beings both of good and bad. I heard the angels sing and talk to me. I also saw bad, dark blobs of energy that for example, knocked over my dolls in my room, which got me very scared. I always wanted to sleep with my parents because of this. This fear shut down a lot of my spiritual abilities because the darkness made me afraid of them. I also had Sensory Processing Disorder (SPD), which is somewhat similar to autism but not. I was sensitive to everything basically. All my senses were intensified and I felt uncomfortable around people. At restaurants I always went under the table because the people talking and other noises would hurt my ears. Every morning it took me hours to find the right outfit because my clothes bothered me and I didn't like the feeling of most things touching my skin. I just wanted to be a regular person like everyone else. I am so thankful that I got a lot of help and therapies, and I don't have it anymore. However, I do feel that these Sensory problems did trigger my insecurities that I had later on in my life. Until the workshop, I didn't know who I was. I had really low self esteem and I never thought I was good enough for anything. I was always self conscious about everything about myself and what other people thought of me. I felt like I needed people to like me to be happy. People always thought I was on drugs because I'm always happy and hyper and weird. I got really offended by that all the time because I was never on drugs in my life and I felt like if my personality was being seen that way that it was not good. I was not happy with the way I was because I was different and people thought these negative things about me. I also had family issues and I felt like no one in my family cared about me. I never got along with my mom or my brothers and I felt like my mom didn't love me. I was sad, and I felt lonely and distant from my family. Also, I've been associated with negative people who've brought me down and manipulated me. They made me think that I needed them, and made me depend on them. I was a little depressed and not myself for some of 9th grade. I used to cut myself a few times because I wan't happy with myself and felt like I wasn't good enough. I went to a therapist that didn't help that much too. I've also been able to pick up peoples energies all the time and people constantly sucked the energy out of me, especially at school. I always said that I hated school and whenever I was there I felt so bad and so tired and weak. Last year was very stressful, and I kept getting sick all year. After that, I kept having the fear of getting sick.
The Workshop with Michael and Deb really helped me realize that anyone can create their own reality with the thoughts they empower. I realized that being angry or upset is a choice, so now I choose to be positive and I choose the light. Now that I am being positive, my life is constantly improving. Being and thinking positive attracts positive. I am becoming better at changing my ways of thinking every day. When the darkness tries to interfere, it is a celebrating opportunity because it makes me open up so that I can release it and become closer to the light. I celebrate all of my life events and obstacles because they helped me become stronger and learn. It feels so good to release and open up, and I actually can feel the warmness and love. I do many things that make me happy help bring me closer to the light, such as music. I love to sing, play the guitar and the bass, and to write songs. Once I open up to being positive, I actually find it easier to write songs. I write songs to send messages of positivity and happiness. I also like yoga and art and dancing. Doing things that I love and focusing on myself makes me more self confident and makes me in a good mood. When I first got to the Workshop I felt uncomfortable and weird because I didn't know anyone (besides who I came with), I didn't know what to expect, and I was shy. That changed very quickly though. The Workshop was only for a weekend and I already feel so close to all the people who went. I definitely feel a connection with all of the light workers. We continue to help each other. The Workshop was a weekend that changed my life, made me open up to my real self, and taught me that I am in control of my life. I am so thankful to have such an amazing experience.
Love and Light,
Meghan Renna :) <3